Do you want to know another secret about my Warriors of Light instructors, and all my Teachers at the Modern Mystery School International?
Here’s one:
My Teachers teach us to meditate, they tell us to do it every day, and they know I don’t do that.
It’s not that I never meditate. I love meditating. I plan to do it every day. But it just doesn’t work out that way.
If I was in complete control of my time 100% of the time AND if I TRULY believed that it would serve me in my mission on planet Earth, I would meditate 2 hours a day. Real meditation.
Then, when I start thinking about that, here is what my mind does:
2 hours of meditating? Ok, that’s 2 hours of attempting to silence my mind. No thoughts. But then I also have to add in time to do Sanctuary Meditation, and Astral Travel, and then remember all my rituals so that’s additional time I have to schedule during the day, and then Chi-Do, and then…
Then what happens? I don’t meditate. I just spiral into a deep panic over the idea of using every single tool in my tool kit every day until the end of my life and never having any time to do anything else ever again.
The realiy, when I act on my desire to meditate, do my rituals, pray, do Chi Do, and also exercise my physical body, eat good meals, and live my life is that the magick doesn’t take up all day every day.
It’s tricky because it does take time. And it should. Good magick takes time. But it doesn’t take all day to do rituals, pray, meditate, do chi do. At least it shouldn’t. Maybe once in a while if you want it to, it can.
But that panic spiral is a real thing that happens to me. Once I start thinking this way, I feel it in my chest.
I’m here at Warriors of Light today. It’s Day 2. If you’ve been following along you know that I do everything with purpose at The Modern Mystery School.
That doesn’t mean I set my intention once and then forget it. I think about my purpose for being a part of this school daily. Every time I attend a class – this is a habit I’ve developed over time – I get clear on what I want that class to help me with.
If I’m auditing, usually it’s to go deeper with what I learned the first time. To make sense of the experiences I’ve had since I took it last.
But Warriors of Light is different, since you’re never an audit. You’re simply a repeat attendee.
My goal at Warriors of Light – for the whole program, and specifically this morning until I change my mind – is this:
I want the Light to burn away all that is blocking me from allowing the Hierarchy of Light and God’s plan to flow through me 100% of the time. In 100% of my expression, my physical and spiritual DNA, I want it all to be Light and anything that is not of the Light to be – for lack of a better way of saying it – burned away by the Light.
This is not a new intention. It is one I have been setting for many trainings over the years in many different ways.
I just felt inspired to share that with you today.
Thank you for reading! I’m going to go enjoy Day 2! I hope you enjoy your day today too 😊
Love you! 😘
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